No Blog Post Tonight?
What a jip! How could i not post a blog tonight...? The nerve of me!
Worked a bunch on Woburnite.com this evening, and it was fantastic. Working hard on getting some ideas together to move things in a fast and happy direction.
I am going to re-implement search tomorrow, as i can't figure out WTF is making cron throw temper tantrums. But apparently everything i have tried is wrong. Wrong wrong wrong.
I should be working more on the Regional Center's website tomorrow, as well as delving a little bit into Keith's website. Yay custom hot-rods. I need to focus a bit on the Keith site, as he is giving me a nice car.
In other news: David thinks the FBI is watching my website. So i had better be careful.
So yeah, search will be back, stronger, better, faster, harder.
Oh, and new remixes might be in your future. Thanks to the awesomeness of Mr. Meeble.
Alright, i am off, the dance floor calls...
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I'm feeling it...
So i think i like the stuff i have added to the site. It makes me feel as though i can broadcast myself in as many ways as possible. Now if i could only get people to visit the site! (I am kidding, mostly.)
Scott, Alex & I Crashed Castles almost all the way tonight. It was fun, and funny. I am going to need to do that more often.
I just realized how tired i am, so i think i am going to cut this blog post short, and head to bed. I hope everyone enjoyed the video i had up all day...
Hopefully we'll be collaborating soon with an artist i know from Trig.com/MySpace. Fingers crossed.
Goodnight,
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*Ding!*
Well, first off, search is down. It was fucking with my cron jobs, so it had to bite the bullet. I am looking for another solution, until then, this is what we've got.
I went on a social networking rampage today. Not sure exactly what i am going to do with all of the services, but they may come in useful for something.
I just messaged an old acquaintance on MySpace, it would be nice if she messaged me back and wanted to actually talk. I am also anxiously awaiting news of Act II by The Protomen, because they are awesome, and hopefully will save the world.
You can see our iLike song playlist over to the right now... It doesn't really get us anything, but listen if you'd like. I am also working on getting together an iPhone app, because i am a loser, and i wanted another way to get people's attention.
I have somehow become obsessed with Red Knight from Castle Crashers. He is just so cool.
Somehow i am getting followers on twitter. I am not actively looking for them, but, there they are.
I need a distraction, and someone to talk to, but i don't have either right now. If anyone is bored, drop me a line?
I am going to go make a sandwich, and take some advil, and try to get away from the world.
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Short update.
I just wanted to bump the last post from the front page, so i am posting again with site stuff. I am going to be updating our trig.com player soon, so there will be a new selection of stuff there. Yay.
From what i can tell, the XML Sitemap is working now, yay. I just hope i don't need to run the populater snippet every time i want to update it.
I am going to work on Woburnite.com for a few hours, tweak stuff out a bit and run it by Fel to see if he likes the results.
Going to Alex's again tonight... I am going usurp control of the night from it's master and make all of the plebeians suffer! hehe
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I'm not the...
kiss, a simple kiss
you tease me with, your crimson lips
your laughter shows me where i've gone astray
So i woke this morning to my mother crying because she can't get a new car, and no one in the rest of the family will help her. They don't understand the way her life is... and all i can do is sit here and try to help the best i can.
But honestly, i am so tired, and so lonely, and i need to do things for me. Not to sound selfish, and really, if you don't know me, this will... but when will someone else do things for me?
A scenario was presented before me the other day, and it was honestly the best thing i could ever dream of, but all it was was an idle thought, something that will never come to fruition, and that kills me inside. I want to be able to surrender to what is, and what is to be. I want to live and let live. But why is it that in all of this, i am last? Why can't my happiness be as important to me as everyone else's? Why can't my happiness be as important to anyone, as everyone else's?
This will make all of you twelve steppers laugh, at least those of you that get it... I am listening to "Thirteenth Step" by A Perfect Circle. It should be helping, but it isn't.
God damn me. I am not asking for that much, i never would do that. I say these words now like it will help, like she will read them and change her mind... She won't even read this, so fuck it. Honestly, i am so glad she is happy. What should i even do? I am never going to be happy with things as they are.
No one knows how badly i want to just get fucked up and never return. Never once have i ever given in to that, but i need to find a way to change how i feel. I need to find a way to make it through or to end it quickly.
I begged for help in a txt to her earlier. The funny thing is, her phone is off for the weekend, so she can't hear me. How fucking lame am i? I am reaching out in all directions hoping someone will care. You know, i don't think anyone ever will again, if they ever did. The thing is, i know she cares. I know it... and that makes me feel good... Yet, come the end of the day, i want the little things that make me feel better and i don't care how that effects anyone else. I want what i want for me and i couldn't care less about anything else right now.
A friend of mine is in the hospital. I won't talk about it, but my thoughts are with him.
I don't really have a good resolution for this post, because i don't think anything will get any better... so i am just going to go.
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Sitting in the mourning sun...
I have landed at Alex's place in Needham. Just sorta sitting around so i decided i would update. Having some trouble with my Sitemap.xml, though i am not really sure why. Maybe i am not having as much trouble as i think i am. We'll wait and see Google in about 24 hours when the site drops off because Googlebot can't figure out what the fuck is going on.
I took a new picture of myself. For everyone that doesn't know, which i suppose is everyone that hasn't seen me lately, Leanne shaved my head. Isn't that fun? 15 years of my life all gone.
Alex & Heather have just returned from Waltham. I am sure we'll get started soon.
I am still mulling through what to do with the ARCHIVE of past bloggings. Trying to design a view to organize everything, but the import module is only grabbing 25 of the posts. Argh.
And i am also grumpy because i can't get Doom to run on my phone. I don't have time to figure it out now, so i won't.
Oh, i got the remix done. It isn't very good, but i am sick of fucking with it. So...
The picture currently to the right is of Jeff. He is Alex's brother. He will not lick my third nipple.
Scott & I got a pizza for dinner. It is a greek pizza with Peppers, Onion, Mushroom, Pepperoni, & Sausage. Also, extra cheese.
Okay, time for me to go eat now...
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